“Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life-well, valuable, but small- and sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven’t been brave? -Kathleen Kelly Leave it to a chick flick to give me all the feels and blow my mind with its daunting question. Have I wasted it? Don’t mind me, just here having my milestone birthday crisis. Turning 30 for so many can have the welcoming feeling of “I’ve arrived” or “I’m a real ADULT now, let’s celebrate me!” I must confess I feel quite the opposite. : Ugh, tilts head back: Even now as I am writing I am second guessing myself. See, if you’re like me you have lived with the comforting habitual habits that can steal your joy. Seriously, how many of us fall back and take hold of our very own Linus Van Pelt Blanket. What a comfort and sense security we get from rags. I want to say, I’m too old for a blanket, but fear is fond of covers. And there it is the root. The fear whi...